one.

don't worry, i'll twist my words and make them
unreadable except to me and you will never
never
never
be aware that its about you

two.

sometimes i wish you would.

three.

i wish i could be done done done with you
this this this everything in my life and to
go to sleep and never wake up and to
have dreams instead of nightmares but
instead there is only
you

four.

ash trays.
that is what decorates my living room at
this moment
i could never rid you of that habit just like i
could never rid of
you

five.

i hate cliques and lies and you and us and
the word 'why' and how you dot your i's
i cant stand you and i can't stand how i
feel when i see you with them with her with
others with with with
happiness

six.

headaches. this is what you cause.
headaches migraines earthquakes heartaches.

seven.

i have this nasty nasty nasty feeling that i will
never be able to say what i want unless i make
a fool out of myself and you already have.

eight..

gone gone gone.